Someone out there willing to help me. Please.

I've been playing FGO NA for almost 4 months, I've never got any ssr since , now my saltiness making me.feel depressed.. I saved 120 sq and 11 tickets for J'Alter rate up, I didn't even get her ..
Is there someone generous enough to give me an Old or unused NA server account with J'Alter please , I'm begging you .. Please be let me end this saltiness.

Ps. Pls if u are willing to help, just drop ur Discord/Fb or Twitter. I'll dm u . Thank you so much xoxo