Depresion

aye i feel u bro i used 150sq and got nothing :(((((( dont worry im sure ur next roll will be gud.
sorry for not answering ur question.

You have Merlin. That should answer your question.

Your roster's fine. You have Merlin, there's nothing to worry about. Idk what "alter" means. Saber? Lancer? Either way they're both fine, lancer alter's a little better tho.

If you wanna cheer yourself up, stop reading roll forums and posts at least, or distance yourself from the game until you feel better. Do something else that you enjoy for a while.

Hey i didn't get my 1st 5star until 4 months in the game, now i have 6 of them, just 2 months later,your luck will turn around it's just a matter of time, FGO rewards how long you have been playing it, that's all there is to it.

I don't know how to say, stay strong because some people got worse gacha result.

You got 4 SSR and mine only 2 SSR.

I totally spent more than 2000 SQs on this game and 1000 SQs for 1 SSR is beyond E-Luck rank, mate.
I'm totally F2P and playing for a year and half now, since FGO NA released.
You do realize there are people with worse luck than yours still exist and i will be the prime example of that.

500 SQ ++ and bunch of tickets used but i got nothing ? I'm immune to the salt now, because of so much salt accumulated on my acc and it makes you more resistant to the salt.
Gacha strike me with their salt but i took all of their attack and i still stay and playing FGO now.

Stay strong and i hope you don't get into my situations and relieved from your depression 😁

Bonus :
You can sing real hard if the salt strike you very hard, it will pass faster than you think.
I have my own ways of dealing with the salt, such as playing guitar or buy a cold and tasty cola.

200 SQs is pretty small compared to mine and i'm totally F2P, so deal with the salt and get used to it.

Imagine if you're on my situations, at least enjoy your Buster teams and make a good team comps with your available rosters now.

Im f2p too and start playing around your time but i miss onigashima, now i got 3 ssr and 8 sr so we pretty much the same, dont get depresed just because you miss on one banner

How can you get depressed after losing only 200 SQ.. You also have Merlin/Ozy already lol

If you get depressed for wasting free quartz what should i do when i spent 40$ on the GSSR and got a duplicate?

Well, if it helps a little: You have one of the two cheat codes the game has to offer.
F/GO is already a game, that can be played even with 1-3 Stars only. Everything above is just luxury. And you have Merlin, which is like a buster-diamond.
You should have no problems. Also you can consider yourself lucky just for that. I saw a lot of comments and threads, where people mourn about how many SQs they spent and didn't get him.
So don't worry. You're doing great.

Hahahahaha you are complaining for musashi and you have merlin?
Why would you need her when mordred can be like her using merlin skills?
I dont got him after...40 summons and i am a F2P player.

Rolls Merlin, still has over 200 SQ left, as F2P. /notbad
Gets depressed over Musashi not being get. /wry

Dude, my fellow F2P bro, with all due respect:
1- Saberliz does almost the same as Musashi (NP gain up 4 one turn, Buster ST NP, Buster up 4 one turn, Invulnerability one turn...she just lacks Pierce invulnerability, and the NP gain skill is linked to invuln, infortunately), and you can roll her again in October2019, or january 2020. Or just grail Saberliz =P

2- Not to mention Mordred and Gawain also being Buster Sabers, very compatible with Merlin...granted, they are AOE...

3-Ozy is ST Buster, has Rider star weight, and his own damage up skills; he is perfect for Merlin/double Merlin, even more than Musashi/King Hassan overhype. In fact, he and Raikou are the real perfect matches for Merlin.

TlDR, save 4 October, or grail SaberLiz, or just use more that amazing Ozy you got with double Merlin to kill everyone. And Zerclot and Da Vinci to kill Assassins. There.

Playing since May, I got Waver as my first 5*, while rolling Ozy banner for Nitocris and Saberlot (got saberlot as well), was a good spook ofc, but every single 5* I got since was a Lancer I did not wanted (Lartoria, while rolling for Tristan, TamamoShark while rolling for KiyoLancer and ArcherAnn, Enkidu and Karna days ago while rolling for Casgil...stop, game). I have no AOE Archer sans Arash Ko-Gil at all...Ishtar eluded my 120 SQ and 6 tickets, got Beowulf (have Herc NP2 already...), Astolfo (have Medusa...), Tristan and Ann as well, thank god there's Chloe, even if she's ST...luck is like that.